Shellbel (shellbel) wrote,

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It's been a long time!

I don't believe I have ever been this happy with my life in a LONG time. I have struggled and dug so many tunnles, and I honestly can't believe I have ended up the way I have! come on I've got it all (even if I don't see it all the time!!).

I've got the perfect wanna marry and live with for the rest of my life boyfriend Ryan. I can't believe that I've actually found the guy of my dreams and he loves me as much as I love him! and his mom's a bit phsyco... but i can deal, cuz I'm not letting go!

I've got the most PERFECT friends in the world!! I don't know what I would do or where I would be without them!! The Fab Four has just been a blessing sent straight from Heaven! I don't know what I'm gonna do next year, when they wouldn't be just around the corner... but I also know that they will be there when others fade away, and that is what I'm soooooooo thankful for! I can't have better best friends in my life, and I don't want anyone else (selfish I know!! but true I also know!) Nothing brings me more pleasure than seeing them happy, and being with them!!

Family... I know I do bitch about them constintly, but I dont think I would want anyone else!?!? Cheryl and I have gotten a lot closer! Mom is being more leaniant! Dad... well dad is dad and I can't change that! I think from all the heartfelt and shed we have been through has helped us to be stronger.

I believe that another aspect to why I am the way I am is because of, yah I know this may be corny but..., my faith! My belifes and my own world and the world he has created has opened up so many doors for me. I have survived whatever was nessisary to stay alive. but without my faith, and believing in myself... I don't think I could have been the person I am today!
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